2. Every night before i close my eyes i pray, may God always be with you.
3. I dreamed we could get married in Paris. In the white dress, you say 'Yes, I do' on the top of the Eiffel Tower, with happiness and smile on your face. On my knees, I kiss your hand and put the ring on your finger.
4. Every night i think of those conversations between us till way too late. I can memorize them all.
5. Sometimes I wish I will never open my eyes to face the reality that you are not in my arms.
6. I wish that one day, you could say 'good morning, darling' when we wake up. And when the curtain is pulled, I can see the Eiffel Tower through the windows and hold you in my arms, say 'Honey I love you'.
7. I dreamed that we could have a baby. I will name her Patty (紫紫 in Chinese) or him Teddy (轩轩 in Chinese). But I prefer a daughter. She will have eyes and nose just like yours, mouth and ears of mine.
8. Your hair was what I was addicted. And I am still.
9. I thought I could forget you or at least not to hurt myself for you. I tried. I tried. But I failed. I cannot get over you no matter how hard I tried.
10. I still remember the date I crushed on you. 12th July 2007, Thursday. You and your friend sat right in front of me.
11. It's been 19 months since we met each other. I had bought you 19 different presents. They are all locked in a huge heart-shaped box.
12. I am actually happy that you could leave NJ and go to somewhere that people there won't hurt you so badly, and I salute your courage that you can leave everything behind.
13. I'll name my daughter 如懿.
14. I got your name on my skin, and your image deep under it.
15. You are everything I want and everything I have, or once I had. I have nothing left now.
16. I like to be wasted just because I can see a clearer image of you. And when I am sober, the only thing I can remember is your voice.
17. Do you remember what you said? That's not true. No one is ever better than you. I simply do not deserve you.
18. You are the one and only who made me have the feeling of forever and dreams for future.
19. I wished that I could die in your arms. Before I close my eyes, let me see your face, hear you cry and touch your hands.
20. I think I will just end up my life alone because all my beautiful wishes broke since you left.
21. My heart and love will be with you, wherever you are.
It is not a long story yet. But I will make it one.
I love you, 如懿。
Happy Valentine's Day